And when i’m so utterly fucked, there’s only one thing to do about it.
Yes, laugh. Laugh it off. Laugh until it’s over and everything has moved on. Don’t take it or yourself too seriously and just accept it as it is. When things go wrong, iv’e found the best thing to do is to look at the greater picture. Look at the greater scheme of things, laugh it off, and know that this too shall pass. Things are mostly worse in your imagination then in real life.
So when I get back to WA and have to deal with a shit storm of things (Rodenburg, Schille, Kevin’s parents, MY parents, grounding, and other things) I will remember that it will pass. Eventually. And while its happening, inside my brain, I need to laugh. Suck up, apologize, and do an amazing acting job at how sorry I am. I need to win and academy award with the apology I have to give.
I know its cruel to not really mean how sorry I am, but i’m just not. I just don’t think that skipping ONE period of the school day deserves so much punishment. People seriously need to take sticks out of their asses.
Anyways. Yeah. I’m quite dreading getting back to WA and having to deal with all this.